Thursday, June 14, 2007

[ compulsive bruise ]

Iv loved you since i cud remember
whenever i see you
my aching heart beats faster
and as u look at me
but it never really mattered
cux everyday i loved you more

but u never really gave a damn
u never even bothered
why cant you see?
that we were meant to be

instead you broke my heart
like shattered peices lying on the floor
and made my soul distant from my withered self of sorrow

here in the darkness
i lay myself down
on my bed of tears
where iv spent the night of fears

my hopes are fading
hopes of us together
i hoped you would love me
and be with me forever
love is blind
probably thats why you
cant see the broken me
no wonder your jaded
while m the one who's hated

u murdered me
killed all the sanity in me
i wish someday u'd realise
that my love for you was true
i cant make you real
you are my compulsive bruise
NOTE: thanks to maxi for editing this poem

Friday, April 27, 2007

Someday - Nickleback



..How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
[Solo]
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this J
ust like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday
I will Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when ...

Sunday, December 31, 2006


My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away.But every now and then you come to mind.Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game.But when your name was called, you found a place to hide.When you knew that I was always on your side.Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent.But your demons and your angels reappeared.Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought I'd be.Leavin' me with no place left to go from.Leavin' me so many questions all these years.But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clearEasy to start over with the ones you hold so dear.Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternallyThis isn't how it's really meant to be.No it isn't how it's really meant to be.Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,.How to pull it close and make it stayButterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away.And I'm left to carry on and wonder whyEven through it all, I'm always on your side.But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear.Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear.Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally.This isn't how it's really meant to be.No it isn't how it's really meant to be.Well they say that love is in the air, never is it clear.How to pull it close and make it stayIf butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away.Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why.Was it you that kept me wondering through this life.When you know that I was always on your side